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Sunday, March 05, 2017

Neil Young: "What I've Learned" | Esquire 2006


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Here's an interview with Neil Young from the TW Archives (via Esquire circa 2006) on "What I've Learned" by Cal Fussman:
A best moment in music?

Neil Young: Sometimes when I'm playing my guitar, I get to a point where it gets very cold and icy inside me. It's very refreshing. Every breath is like you're at the North Pole. Your head starts to freeze. Your inhalations are big -- more air than you ever thought there is starts pouring in. There's something magical about it. Sometimes when it happens, you wonder if you're gonna be okay. Can you handle it?

Was there something good that came out of having polio as a kid?

Walking.

The wisest person you ever met?

The wisest person I ever met had to be my companion in the hospital a few months ago. I was recovering from complications after an operation to remove an aneurism in my brain. She was about eighty-five years old and maybe five feet tall. An old black lady from South Carolina. This young nurse wasn't really in touch with what she was doing, and the old lady would tell her how to do what she needed to do without telling her. She never talked down to her, just gave examples. I felt that this old woman must be deeply religious, but there was nothing forceful about her. I woke up one morning at a quarter to six and looked out the window. Fog was on the bridge outside the room, and I said, "Well, that's just beautiful." And she said: "Yes, it is." She turned toward me with this eighty-five-year-old face that didn't have a line on it, no strain, nothing, and she said: "So the master's not taking you. It's not your turn."

What about courage have you learned?

Courage is a mindless thing. People say, "Wow! How could you do that?" And you say, "How could I not do that?"

What about vision have you learned?

It's like having two eyes. You either look through one eye or you look through the other. Or you look through both of them. Sex is sex. Love is love. Love and sex is clear vision.

What about boxing have you learned?

There's something peaceful about boxing. If you beat the hell out of a bag or go against a competitor, you and your reflexes will be so at one that you won't have time to think about anything else. You have to be totally yourself to box.

What about God have you learned?

When I was six, I really didn't know what God was. But I did know about Sunday school. I was reading a lot about God, but I was bored. I couldn't wait to get out of Sunday school. God was secondary to the whole thing. But as time went by, I got more and more angry, to the point where I didn't like religion. Hate is a strong word. But I just kept getting angrier and angrier...until finally I wasn't angry anymore. I was just peaceful, because I thought: This is not fruitful for me. I rejected the whole thing and found peace in paganism. Jesus didn't go to church. I went way back before Jesus. Back to the forest, to the wheat fields, to the river, to the ocean. I go where the wind is. That's my church.

What about courage have you learned?

Epilepsy taught me that we're not in control of ourselves.

What about time have you learned?

Most people think it's the other way around: that time is going faster and we're doing less. But really time seems to be going faster because we're cramming so much into it.

What about education have you learned?

Our education system basically strives for normal -- which is too bad. Sometimes the exceptional is classified as abnormal and pushed aside.

What about children have you learned?

One thing that has come out of having children with cerebral palsy is strength. At first it made me very angry. I was almost looking for a fight. I was always looking for someone to criticize my son in my presence. I would envision different scenarios in which I would become violent reacting to people's reactions to my children -- especially to my severely handicapped child. Eventually, he taught me that was not necessary. Just by being himself. By being a gift to us. He showed us how to have faith and belief and inner strength and to never give up. I look around and see people hurting themselves for no reason. Drinking too much. Taking drugs. Beating themselves up in some psychological way. That really bothers me, knowing that these people got everything they needed to succeed. All they have to do is believe in themselves and in the gifts they're wasting. And yet there are all these other people on the planet who have none of the gifts that are apparent. The gifts are all locked up inside, yet their spirits are so strong that they just keep on going. And I think: This person who has this spirit, why can't he have some of the outward gifts?

What about life have you learned?

Maybe this is a little too thoughtful, but we're all just passengers in a way.

What about experience have you learned?

The best is approaching. I have everything -- well, not everything, but a lot of things that I've accumulated through my life experiences. It's easier to communicate through music than it ever has been before. It's easier to play. It's easier to sing. It's easier to write. Nothing is forced.

What about medicine have you learned?

When my doctor discovered the aneurysm in my brain, he said I'd had it for about a hundred years. He told me I'd had it for such a long time that I shouldn't worry about it...but that we'd have to get rid of it immediately. Yeah, that's Zen medicine. He's very wise. I trusted him completely. All the people who took care of me were absolutely the best at what they do -- even though there was a complication, a complication that has a one-in-twenty-seven-hundred chance of happening in my type of operation. They go into your brain through an artery in your thigh. Later, when I was out of the hospital, my leg exploded. I was out on the street and it just popped. My shoe was full of blood. I was in some serious trouble. I was about fifty yards from the hotel and I just made it. The ambulance came about ten minutes later. I don't know if I need to go into this. I don't know if the event is important. But the result was. That's what led me to that lady. The wisest person I've ever met.


From Esquire's interview with the Neil Young — animated for the first time.

Interviewed by Cal Fussman. Illustrated by Joe McKendry. Produced by Quoted Studios.

Profound, indeed.

More on Neil Young's "Companion": "The wisest person I've ever met".

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At 3/06/2017 06:04:00 AM, Blogger Aussierust said...

"I go where the wind is. That's my church." That's so cool.

 
At 3/07/2017 04:07:00 PM, Blogger Arthur said...


#steerin4theditch

I've heard people sayin' Neil's planning a cover of
Sinatra tunes unofficially titled "Another Tender Trap". FUN!

 
At 3/08/2017 09:23:00 AM, Blogger Mother Nature on the Run said...



I always believed God was an internal force, like DNA, in all living matter. God is our internal joy, sorrow, sadness, and happiness.

We are the creation. We are the garden. What do we want our creation to look like? What do we want our garden to look like?

I've found God in messages that spoke to me in art and music. I find God in the kind actions of another human. God is present in me when I feel the affection of a pet or the bounty of my harvest. God is also present in me when I feel sorrowful.

I find God in the anger I feel when I read one of Samuel Jackson's tweets. I know I also feel God inside me when I read about the despair of a young couple raising a child with special needs.

Clearly Neil found God in the pleasure of tasting grapes and cheese. He found God in the woman he met in the hospital. And she spoke to him.

When God speaks, are you listening?



 
At 3/11/2017 01:08:00 PM, Blogger Thrasher Wheat said...

@MNOTR - we've always found Neil's story about "The Companion" to be one of the most amazing of a long line of amazing Neil stories.

If you've ever listened to the interview where Neil discusses "The Companion", you really what a deeply profound and life changing event this encounter was.

We called it Neil's BC/AC moment: Before Companion/After Companion.

If you listen to Neil's music BC/AC there is a very clear dividing line w/ Prairie Wind.

If you care...
http://neilyoungnews.thrasherswheat.org/2005/10/prairie-wind-companion-cd.html

"She turned toward me with this eighty-five-year-old face that didn't have a line on it, no strain, nothing, and she said:

"So the master's not taking you. It's not your turn."

 

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